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this is a cool band -The Fray [Jan. 16th, 2006|08:35 am]
[Current Mood |blahblah]

Cd:How to Save a Life
Song:Over My Head(Cable Car)

its only part of the song...
My favorite part...



And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
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I don't even care about titles! [Jan. 13th, 2006|08:36 am]
[Current Mood |blankblank]

well...
it seems that I update every fucking day and I don't know why.
Its all boring...
the stuff I say

I read my friends journals and I feel that everyone is so fucking depressed and its killing me.
I want to cheer everyone up and I feel useless because I can't.
Maybe some comfort words will help...


Haas- it will all get better. Please don't post things like in your last post anymore. It scares me. Maybe you were'nt being serious, but then again maybe you were. It would kill me to lose you. What would I be without you? Sane maybe, but very bored. I want you to know that I'm here for you, even when I freak out about stupid little things that I do often. I know its weird when I do that... but it's only because I care.

Cassie- You- don't post anymore sad posts either. I want to come to your school and kidnap you and take the day off and go somewhere... maybe Vegas. i'm not sure how we would get there or what we would so there, because we are poor bitches, but the thought was nice. Hoping this weekend rocks!!!!!! CHEER UP CRAZY1! love Crazy2
p.s. Canada all the way!!!!!!!!

Ashley- Your posts are not "emo" like some people may say. What they are is how you feel and that you write how you feel and it shouldn't matter if they sound "emo" or not. People need to read them and try to cheer you up. Not go oh thats so "emo". We will have fun Saturday. Girls night!!!!!!!!!


well...
i'm not to sure who else to cheer up


so...
if anyone else is "down in the dumps"
don't be!




Liz.
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lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Jan. 12th, 2006|09:14 am]
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

well now thats a title...

hanging out this weekend saturday with all the girls or whatever!

I really wanted to hang out with him maybe, but i so doubt that!

well pre-cal today...
and the fate of my life and this weekend hangs in the balance of my pre-cal test. I hope I pray I just want to get a grade that works. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!

We need to get another key made for my car!!!!
today started out crazy hectic!!!!
there is game this Friday! Woo Hoo!!!!

I'm a quitter...
or so i've been told
yeah who cares
not your decision
wasn't happy
didn't want to do it anymore
so i'm done
there
thats all there
is to it!!!



well...
guess what
I'm going to mention Haas

Haas you jerk where have you been
I've been by myself in Latin doing all the damn work and talking to noone but that Josh kid.
Real bunch of fun woo hoo!

well whatver about that!
well
well
well
well
well
well

guess
guess
guess
guess
guess

Well I Guesss I like saying...
well and guess!

nothing more
just a buch
of rambling
that means nothing...
always the same
never different
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If I put a title it will basically have nothing to do with anything! [Jan. 11th, 2006|08:58 am]
[Current Mood |crazycrazy]

Well now let me see...


Well I have a pre-cal and Algebra2 test tomorrow.
Algebra2 will be okay not worried about that,
but I'm scared out of mind about Pre-Cal.
Going into contact for help from Lurtsema.
Gotta work on my W131.
Got my intro and first summary done and she is proofing it.
Freaking out about everything.
Cody just hit my chair bitch!!!!! where is my damn mountain dew?!!!!
Cassie some of your posts make me feel really sad, and I just want you to cheer up.
Do I have to send you a clown stripper?
Because I will.
It may be my cousin in a clown costume
But there will be a clown stripper at you house friday or saturday.
lallalalalalalalallalllalllallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalama lama lama lama lama lama lamalama lama lama lama lama lama lama lamalama

done with that!

I may not have muscles
But I could kick your ass!!! joking though
I wouldn't hurt you because you cheered me up!
I looked up that band!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
yeah thats right grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr to you!
comment bitches! do it or the wrath of the almighty Lizzenator will kill your toes with my super ray gun I keep in my purse!!!!
Ashley says that Brad Pitt has boobies in the movie Tyoy!
Well I think that he is HOTTTTTTTTT in Troy and just about in every movie!
I just shot up. joking!
falling stars! do it!
punch him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuhhhhhhhhhhh(lauhing)
Ashley just left hooker! joking.

well now that I just rambled on and on and just went absolutely stupid on this post .
I think i will quit now!
Bye
Liz.
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Well... [Jan. 10th, 2006|11:16 am]
[Current Mood |blahblah]

I took back A202, but not cadet teaching. I think I'm going to get a C in that because I haven't been over in a while, well because I walk because I have no vehicle for my own and the weather is horrible and I just don't want to walk. Oh well. She said it won't affect my grade hardly at all. Maybe by like a tenth or a hundreth.
I also
d
r
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p
p
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d
BAND!!!!!
yeah thats right bitches!
I feel a little bad about it, but I had to do it.
I wanted to do it.
Sorry Sha'la!
I will still do games with you and stuff, just not the class.
I'm taking World Geography 10th hour instead. I think I have that class with Jeff. Which won't be too bad. I guess. joking!!!!!
Haas-I didn't get mad because you talked to her crazy.
I have talked to them. Its all cool.
You were'nt in latin and I didn't have anyone to talk to(Jerk)!





sooooooooooooooooooo..........................
What else.



My mind is frazzled
with all thats going on
can we all just rewind
go back...
to when it all made sence
when nothing really mattered
when life was full of...
when it was full of
fun, friends, happiness,
the easy stuff.
I'm scared about leaving
I don't want to start over
I want time to stop
Just to let
Today be Tomorrow and Tomorrow be Yesterday and Yesterday be Today...





I'm done I think
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well... now its all interesting [Jan. 9th, 2006|08:42 am]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

What to say...

Jon Caplinger- what the fuck man? Geez so sorry that you had to listen to my "problems". Excuse me I though thats what friends were for. Silly me! You could have just listened to me and helped my while I was crying. Well i guess you did. But now you tell me you never said a word to her. Yeah right. doesn't matter that you lied to her anyway right. Sorry, but I never said anything like that!!!!! whatever dude whatever!


I hope that when I talked to you both that it helped. i wanted to just say that I'm sorry for it all. I think both of you are amazing and awesome and just wonderful. Thank you for letting me talk to you!


The show...
well it was interesting to say the least!

I love my hair. I'm still not used to it, but I love it!!! Thanks Cassie and Ashley!!!!

I'm dropping A202 and Cadet Teaching well because I just have to much damn stuff to do and I don't need a class to hurt my grade.

I'm going to turn in my Ball State application! Yeah!!!!! I hope I get accepted.

Thank you for cheering me up. I really appreciated it. I loved the flower that you drew and that song that you quoted. Sorry though I didn't get to look up the band. Too busy. I think we should hang out sometime maybe? Don't quit Pre-Cal please. I will miss talking to you.

Cassie Cassie Cassie...
Being single isn't all that bad
Its not like it a bad disease that catches you and won't ever let you go...
Well except for me.
Cheer Up!


Haas----I just want to say that I hope things are okay again between us! Maybe not? Hope so!

Well...

Thank you Beth for listening to my problems and trying to help me out
You really are amazing! We should talk more.

Ashley---------------Please Please Please don't drop Pre-Cal!!!! I need you to be in my class!!!!! Please don't be so hard on yourself about all this crap okay!!!!!
















































"You're just another star thats's burned out to quickly,

But I still see you shining."
Thank you!
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hello- two in one today! [Jan. 5th, 2006|01:46 pm]
[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[Current Music |some random beeping sound in my head!]

This is my happy post!


well ashley is talking to me and i'm going in my head la la la la la la la !!!




i came to the realization that i'm too pretty to go to jail last night.
I don't want to be miss Sally's bitch!

Matt Tyner needs to back off of my grills. Yeah bitches!
What What What!!
The game was flippim awesome!
Sha'la like I said wax and chocolate! woo hoo!
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

This is my "emotional" post

Well just to let people know I'm not a bitch
Back off "you" leave my friends alone(Jerry Springer) Bitch!
I'm sorry to everyone, wait no I'm not!
I guess that I will go back to pretending that everything is just great between us.
Because thats what it seems everyone wants me to do
People need to back off me because they don't know the situation. Bitches!!!
To those two girls....
I guess i will say I'm sorry for whatever i did to make you guys think that i don't like you. Because thats not true. I don't have a problem with you guys. I actually think both of you are pretty damn cool!

Well ummm what else... nothing much else.
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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2006|11:57 am]
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

Do You know why i'm mad at you and kepp giving you dirty looks or whatever i'm doing.

Well....
Because i feel i've lost you
there thats it
no big deal right?
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well nothing really [Jan. 3rd, 2006|08:24 am]
[Current Mood |crazycrazy]

Well...
What to say
first day back and i have already messed up.
I'm sorry.
I have so many things to say to so many people
and if i don't say these things I might explode.
I feel like I'm losing everyone.
I feel pushed back into the crowd and left.
I want things to be the way they were, but life can't just go back.
YOU talked to me today like we were best buds.
Here is the thing though
I have not talked to you really talked to you in forever.
I hope that today in a certain class we might be able to talk.
I feel like I don't matter to you anymore and that I'm a part of your past and I am fading.
Ashley: Feel better!!!!!!!!! less than three you! lol!

Here are my new year resolutions:
More than one I have two
Can you have two
Oh well because I do

1. Live my life like i'm in the game and not just watching my life being played. Yeah that sounded weird basically I mean i want to make things happen for me. I want to live my life.
2. Okay here is the second one:.............I want to fall in love.
Yep thats right I want to fall hopelessly in love. Everyone who reads this will say yeah right that will never happen. Well I hope it does.

There you have it world my resolutions
I want to make them happen.
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Hello [Dec. 15th, 2005|10:24 am]
[Current Mood |blankblank]

Well i don't have much to say, except that i'm excited for christmas break. No school i can't wait. Mercer's paper i think has made me officially lose my sanity. Officially. I read my paper and said "Shit" yep thats what i said and i bet thats what Mercer will say when she reads it. I think i just rambled on and on and on till i sort of made my point, which i don't know what it is. and the last paragraph obviously the conclusion sounds like i hate authority and the governtment. I think i said down with the governtment like seven times, but not in those words. Oh how i hate W131! hey Cassie guess what your brother and my sister are dating AGAIN! what is that like the 20th time or something. well it doesn't matter because they are going to get married and then we will be sisters-in-law!!!!!!!! So Ashley asked me this morning what i was going to do about the "situation" and i stared at her blankly and said what "situation" because you know there are so many. joking. Then she said you know the "situation" then i said oh that "situation". Well i don't know. Thats what i'm going to do. I don't know. Whatever happens happens and if it doesn't then it doesn't. So are "we" going to have a christmas party/movie night? Does that sound appealing to anyone? Because if i buy gifts for people i don't want to have to run everywhere to find people.Plus it sounds like fun. Well i think i have run out of things to say so bye
Liz.
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